I Hate It

My life is miserable.
I hate it.
Everyone calls me a freak.
They say I act stupid.
They make fun of me because of what I do.
It’s not my fault I have brain damage.
It’s not my fault that I can't be what others want me to be.
People say I need to be locked up.
They say they understand me but they have
No clue what pain I’m going through.
I’m losing my best friend.
I never see her anymore.
She is always off and I have little time left with her.
She is always doing something else.
I hate the fact that I may never see her ever again.
I hate my life.
I have tried to run away but people found me.
I want to die but I know I cannot unless I kill myself.
It sounds like a good thing to do but I cannot bring myself to do it.
I want to end my life.
Please let me die!!!!