What Went Wrong?

My life is cold, dark, and full of regret.
It feels like I am in a dream.
At first it is happy and what I want to be,
Then it turns to blackness.
I’m trying to find the light but it is impossible.
I hear voices telling me the untrue.
Yours comes through but it is like the others.
What went wrong with the dream?

I wake up, but he nightmare keeps going.
You see me but you don’t understand me.
You try to listen but you hear nothing.
I try to speak but nothing comes out.
What went wrong with the sound?

You trusted me and I went behind your back.
You gave me your friendship and I threw it away.
You gave me your love and I tore it to shreds.
You gave me you heart and I broke it apart.
What went wrong with me?

You try to hide your anger, sadness, and hurt.
I can see you hurting.
You think that no one sees you but it is obvious.
You lie when you say you’re fine.
You try to be my friend but it’s not working.
What went wrong?