Nobody Knows

People think that they know what goes on in my life.
They think they understand.
They say everything in going to be ok.
They don’t understand the pain I feel right now.
They think their little jokes won’t hurt me but they do.
They say my life will be ok but I know it won’t.
I lost my cousin right after my birthday.
I’m losing my best friend.
She is leaving me forever.
People say you have to be really depressed or
Emotional to write these kinds of poems but I do it
Because that’s how I feel right now.
Nobody believes me when I tell them how I feel.
I can’t help it when I feel this way.
Day after day I beg for my life to end.
Day after day I want to be alone.
My life has so much pain that I can’t contain it inside of
me.
I want to let the pain out.
I want it to leave me but that is impossible to let it out.
Please let me end my life.
Nobody will notice I’m not there.
Nobody knows.